In this episode I talk about the crash from my recent hypomanic state referring to The Gilmore Girls and The Millennial Generational Struggle in the process
Monthly Archives: August 2017
SE 11 Ep 22 Truth And Suicide
In this episode I explore how we as individuals arrive at personal truth and how much that can differ and contrast with other people’s truths. I bring up a number of examples of times where two people have different truths and one must pick one over the other including suicide versus living out your full life.
As someone who has been suicidal before and made a few half-hearted attempts, I explain the psychology of suicide. How logical it seems and how hard and condescending it is to listen to another truth when you are suicidal. Lastly I explore why it is that suicide is considered an abnormality in western culture
If you are feeling suicidal please be open to other truths. Call 1-800-273-8255 in The United States for help. If you are close to making an attempt dial 911!
SE 11 Ep 21 No I Don’t Hear Voices
In this episode I talk about Bipolar and Kay Jamison’s book An Unquiet Mind
SE 11 Ep 20 Symbolphobia
In this episode I react to the terror attack in Charlottesville. I talk about the awful emotions it brought up. How do you handle Nazis? Do you let them speak? How do you handle law enforcement that you can’t trust? I also talk about Pride and being bisexual. Finally I wrap things about by talking about being Bi-polar and studying mood disorders.
SE 11 Ep 19 Knowledge And Self Analysis: A Hybrid Approach
In this episode I talk about my self guided study of psychology, include a brief self analysis and talk about the benefits and pitfalls of my reconsideration of academia
Do Something
Lyrics By Nicolas Jackson
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Do Something
People on the streets are so god damn old
Be prim and be proper do what you’re told
But the times are a changin
There’s new thoughts to behold
So do something do something
For god sakes do something
Get up off your ass and do what you’re told
The old thoughts are killing it all
Not a thought to think
Grow up
Get married
Get a job
Get old
Do something do something
For god sakes do something
Get up off your ass and do what you’re told
Trump or Clinton
It’s a choice so old
There’s just no thinking
Dogmatic they scold
Do something do something
For god sakes do something
Get up off your ass and do what you’re told
They always say there’s a future to behold
There’s nothing there
It’s death en masse
So tell them
Please tell them
Before we get old
I’m cold and I’m hungry
And it’s getting old
There’s no future
Is what I behold
So do something do something
For god sakes do something
Make it somehow matter
Before you get old
But they say
Do something do something
For god sakes do something
Get up off your ass and do what you’re told
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Let Me Out
I’m abnormal maladaptive and all of that shit
I can honestly barely hold it in
Long night and days alone with a cat
Is this really where it’s all at?
I can’t plan to get out
There is no way
Debt collector make of sure
At the ass end of capitol with no gain
Social Security is a pain
My fate lies in bureaucracy hands
Until then there is no plan
My biggest fear is the repoman
Militant cops.
Yes they are next.
Carry me away.
Don’t give me pay.
Just lock me away
Society’s bane
I awfully good at that bachelor thing
Beg for money and all of that shit.
I want to learn more. I want to get out.
But the debt collector keeps me out
I am no good at the adult game
Life is just passing me by
But yet I still make my battle cry heard.
Damn it you can’t lock me out
The wars on the streets they battle and rage
But the bus won’t let out
Is this really the world that we’ve won?
Frankly I could do without.
Damn it let me out
Damn you god damn fuckers let me out!
Se 11 Ep 18 Scholastic Thinking:The Dangers Of Boredom
In this episode I get so bored that I start thinking about going back to school. I also get a cat and get more scratched up than an old record
Se 11 Ep 17 The Ultimate Fear
In this episode my uncle death brings up worries about how long my parents will be around, a new fidget spinner brings up some things and my friends got married!
